Not a fan of PDA’s, cuddling, showering of gifts or being demonstrative. All of these qualities can misinterpret you as someone who lacks warmth although you are quite affectionate and loving in your own unique ways. Romance for you is bungee jumping, horse riding, traveling to exotic locations etc. You have the characteristic to either fall in love or think to fall in something similar of that kind and later develop feelings thinking it to be something temporary. Why do you have such kind of feelings? Well, what’s happening here is you just love your physical and emotional independence just too much. You get baffled when lovey dovey feelings swarm inside you for someone because a part of you never wants to lose your freedom especially for someone who is not worth. To avoid this many times you try to find convincing ways to tell yourself that he/she is not ‘the one.’
It’s a good thing that you don’t fall for someone too fast but your case is just too the extremes. You push yourself away from the other person to an extent where the other person gets the feeling of being unwanted in your life. Maybe learning the act of balance can help you in such situations. Yes, even if you don’t know how to do it experience will teach you how.
Once you are committed in a relationship the enthusiastic and vigorous side of you emerges. You never get bored in your relationships till the initial sparks of your relationship. After that you are back to feeling restless and frustrated to the extent that you may even end your relationship. Some of you even exhibit qualities of duality which is indeed a very disturbing trait. This can be seen in the form of you developing two immediate relationships. It’s not necessary that you always do something like this but if you do it will only be as a form of reassurance that you are not dependent on any individual. Your constant need to tell yourself that you don’t need anyone emotionally is actually not very healthy for your relationship as it might be misinterpreted as an act of betrayal by your partner.
Getting married to someone who cannot keep up with your pace will end in failure. You will make a good parent even though you are not prepared for children. You don’t like to follow the crowd and you are known to be a risk taker, attracted to danger which you should exercise with some caution as your family and loved ones depend on you.